Monday, April 21, 2008
puerta pindeja
nkapunta ka na ba sa isang napakagandang isla
na walang ibang makikita kundi ang kgandahan ng kapaligiran
ang kasaganaan ng biyaya
at pag asang walang hanggan.
ako nakakita na
hindi ko alam kung paano ko ito ipapahayag
o kahit bigyan man lang ng mgandang pagpagpapakilala.
mawawari siya tulad ng isang binibini.
walang ibang katulad. parang beer.
hindi pa jan nagtatapos
maalat alat na tubig aking nalalasahan
ang paso ng init kay sarap na dumadampi
oh ayoko na sa bayan
na puro kaingayan.
meron pa
minsan naisip ko
bakit hindi ako tumira dito
sa isang napakagandang mundo
walang pagsisi dito
tapos na, isa pa
hindi ko akalain ako makakarating
sa lugar na walang dilim
malayo sa maiitim
nang akoy magising
ako ay na wiwi.
nananaginip lang pala
tangina shit.
ANDREA ♥
10:38 PM
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Wednesday, April 2, 2008
i-wanna-fuckin-die virus
my pc HAS and hopingly to be HAD a virus.
and it is sarcastically killing me.
im used to having virus. - in my body
but not in my computer.
it feels like hell.and hell i wanna die.
i asked'some damn good people if they knoe where this came from.
erald told me it's a virus.
duh?it's a virus indeed. and virus i want to kill.
obed made an instant message. though he wanted to help me.
he cant. there were alot of pc language he kept telling me'and pc language i dont understand. i took off early because it made me feel sleepy.
It is like a needle piercing into my very skin, agonizing every second of my existence. Words cannot measure how this sorrow is killing me from within.
now im talking like some edgar alan poe fanatic.
carl'told me that the virus coms from porn sites. what the hell???
i dont go to such sites. though my brothers do. like i have so many brothers'who will i blame?i can see that all of them are some sort of mild-perv. not the usual psycho-perv. their normal.
obed--the super hero pc man. he named the virus the vietnam virus'not that the virus kept sending weird language from i dont knoe where. well, vietnam would do.
i slept with thorn-like thinking. and didnt slept quite very desiring.
i woke up'wishing the satan's virus was gone.
very deceiving evil creation the virus is. i thought'it WAS gone. but it WASN'T.
so for the love of GOD. please help me.
i started using the pc again.and the blame was all on me.
i was close to saying------ im sorry i had to go to some porn sites.happy?
father kris and i came up to the conclusion that the virus was from georgia. that mild-evil gnome.i realized that my computer's suffering started to annoy us after georgia'the evil gnome empress'who is hilariously making me depress, started to ask for my payments.what the hell.
it wasnt really georgia'i was over reacting.and my acting was good.
it's not really the virus that is killing me.
though'it is a virus.
not that pc-killing virus. but the emotion-killing virus.
and the feeling of hatred.
yess'the SWEETY-KILLING-BITCH virus.
from
andreashitursobeautiful@yahoo.comand the url
http://idontlikeandreacozshesleptwithmydear.com/
i found out that they were happily talking on the phone everyday.
i wont myself being so jealous.
what if he was saying
i love you to that'scum suckin x-boyfriend stealer with smelly-annoying attitude SLASH looks.
and that whore-dog enemey-forever-virus-like is saying
i love you too to my ever humble'tall dark and dark hubby.
i am deeply hurt.and hurt,i wanna die.
i wanted to talk to danirie. the only person who can understand. but he wasnt online'though allana is.
i ended up making this blog entry instead.
with dried tear ducts.and washed eyeliners.
and drooling. in reality it wasnt really like that'it just feels like one.
i wish he would still love me.
i wish i could kill the virus.
and i wish i could kill the girl. like i have never killed before.
like what bal'and i kept wishing for. to kill her. and kill her like a pig.
say bye bye to the effin-slutty virus.
and say bye bye to my man. look for ur own. someone who doesnt belong to me. someone who doesnt exist.
imdoingyouafavor virus.catch it if you can.
Labels: virus
ANDREA ♥
8:00 AM
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