partae partae.

mardi.

2008-11-10T04:42:00.000-08:00

my next post would absolutely be about the mardi gras. because i had much fun facilitating it. not only because i hav to but because i love LAWRENCE.

Ang LAWRENCE Iba.

SAME=ria got killed.

2008-10-30T03:41:00.000-07:00

stop trying to be me. because you can never be me. i feel baddd lan towards my same na super loveq.

dont pretend to be the knew icon because you can never fit the icon position. literally and figuratively. so if you dont mind, stay away from my friends.

npka FUNGUS type mo ee. and i hate it.

cge, given the chance na msea kna. haha.. it's because God loves all the creatures of the world.
balance lan xa kung gumawa. sometimes same and i pity ourselves, kxe wla kaming lovelife.

but then we realized, God! SAME. XD we shouldn't be like that i mean.. we're damn created by GOD perfectly. haha!

and to the andrea of my same, u knoe what?i hate you. not only because your FAT but your also EVIL. and let me not forget the special part. gold digger in black with shades.

im not really sure if this is my world right now, or some other's world. kxe things just seem to be furtively obsuring.

so here we go again, i dont have friends. everyone, and i mean everyone, is leaving me. what kind of frinds are you people?backstabbers.

same im now lan to'im really xori. well same, let's just say that it's you and i now. hahaha! good thing is "una siyang naging satin" pwahahahaha XD

highblood ka kxe ur FAT. and you'll die fast. and GOD hates fat people. and He throws them away to outerspace to make landian with their bboyfriends. you can bring your social climber friends with you, ANDREA. hahaha.

"and i like the way you dress"
"and i like your hair"
"and i like the way you walk"
"and i like your punchlines"
"and i like your GMs"
"i simply like your mimicking fat ass,ANDREA"

what else can you add same?tell me tell me.

furtive feminism

2008-10-19T03:27:00.000-07:00

Ms. STEPPPPPPPPPPP!

to kill R-person

2008-08-23T00:16:00.000-07:00

una sa lhat. i would like to say sorry to all the good people who courted me. and got dumped.
pasan ko ang daigdig. sushal db? i really feel bad.

auq na mgpa keme keme pa.

MAHAL KITA eh!

bqt kailngan iwan mq?
anu ba kulang?
anu ba dapat?
anu ba gnwa kong msma?
anu ba eun dapat kong gwing msma?
ano ba gusto mo?
rather, sino?

those are the simple questions not answerable by ordinary people.
only R-person. na hindi nea rin daw alam ang sgot.

i was dumped by HIM and being dumped by R-person.

well, iwas already dumped 16 minutes agoo.

ganito nagsimula ang lahat.

r-person made me believe that i am the most beautiful girl he has ever made bola.
he made me believe na i am the most wonderful thing God ever created. but he didnt include that it was before God created angels.

i was actually more special than the birds and the bees. but that was before.
he made me believe that things will be ok if there is r-person.

i unexpectedly fell in love with him. when he unexpectedly became a stranger.

ang emo noh r-person?

ayaw nea sa'emo pero gusto nea na na ccause xa ng pg EMO ng isang tao.

i can still remember the imaginary pillow.

"isipin mo nlng ako ung pillow"
well, can u imagine wat am doing to the pillow right now?
haha.

he is a very smart person. a very smart indeed. but i dont believe that anymore.

sbe nea he's just trying to make things simple. kea ayan.. in just 5 mins. he just dumped me.

ang horoscopeq for todae. although i dont really believe on those things.

"masakit? anu mgagawa mo?" -LIBRE.
ayos db?swak na swak.

yeshhh. nabinyaganq na ang laguna. nkapag EMO narin ako sa laguna.

kung sunuginq kea bahay mo?i never really liked living here in laguna.
where i will always rememeber that there is one stupid guy who dumped me for no reason.

oh, i forgot. there is a reason.

maybe: ur friends, who happen to be my friends too, doesnt like me?
maybe, u hav fallen for ur guardian angel?i am not sure.
but either of those is r-person's answer. i have nothing againts it.

i dont really have you. so i have no right. ur not really mine so i hav to shut up.

someone asked me: "iisa ba si R-person at si HIM?"

now you answer! iisa nga ba sila?

patricia anne navallo otic

2008-08-14T02:48:00.000-07:00

kasq. ang forever nadyan for me. feeling ko'pg lhat wla nsaqn xa lan'ang anjan.

kasq i miss you na'andami kong disappointments ngeon.

sna andito ka nlng'sna hindi ka nlng umalis.

sna nkpg spend pa to ng mas mraming tym together.

hindi tlgq mka move on. please help me.

i love you.

you're like my very very best friend right now.

i'll tell you bout r-person. next time.

MBMM

2008-08-14T00:30:00.000-07:00

niq.moi.rox.ken.nikki.jake.MAMA.ralph.dan.jo.mane.jd.

picture ng tropa kasma ang moodra.

madonnaq bqt ba.

2008-08-01T22:36:00.000-07:00

pag malakas ang trip mo. malakas ang dteng mo.
masaya. full of adventures. at higit sa lahat. kulot ako.

just finished the UPCAT. bawas problemaaaa.

the last time i posted a blog was about HIM.

and i think ur all fed up'with my round story.

i would like you to meet R-person.

im quite sure'na sa feelings ko. peo'ikw ba cgurado ka na?oh meron man lan ba?
oh hell.

to my r- person.
ang sqt isipin na inveresly proportional teo.

matalino ka'ako hindi. happy person ka ako hnde.
and many other things na hindi teo mgkapareho.

kasi napaka g.c. mo'at mapride na tao. at ako hindi.

dq nga alam why i got blinded to you. your super baet kasi. and you make me feel happy and NOT so alone.

dami mo gnawa sqn'wen i was really really down. and i couldnt think of something that could replace that. missq na eun gngwa nten dte. like'harutan and wlang ilangan. sbeq aman seo db?im inlove with you (parin, ulit)

love,
bruno

haha'nawindang keo. maybe now you're wondering who R-person really is.
but before that'help me first. im not sure if i should be inlove with r-person.
when infact he doesnt care about me in the first place.

foolish heart tlg.

wg neu ako iiwan'aa

2008-05-28T18:41:00.000-07:00

meon pba mas sswerte saqn?
meon akong mbabaet na kaibgan.
buti pa ako'mhal na mhal ng mga barkadaq.
kayo? meon ba keo katulad ng mga eun?

wlang mxadong mganda sa araw'same same lan.
wlang kwenta nga ee. ang agaq gumising tpos naunahanq pa eun guard pumasokk.
taga laguna pako nean aa.
minsan nga naiisipq. meon ba award ang pinaka maaga dumadating?
pg dtengq saradoo ang buong wesleyan tpos katitiganq eun aso. may nakaupong adik sa harapp ng bldg.badtrip tlg ako.

suppeeerr sama ng pkiramdamq.

as in superr. sbeq ke carreon msama pkiramdamq. sbe nea mag pahinga lan dw akoo.
as usual si krister ang aga aga ang sungett.tpos nag picture picture pa kme.

language prof ii namen'and si ever project ma'am tina.

sbeq kay thad'msama pkiramdamq.
thad: ok?!?!

sbeq ke mark james hindi ako mkahinga'grabe.. hehehehe
mark james:anu gusto mo hinga ako pra seo?

gnwaq to prang warning na'bka atakihin ako ngeon.

sbeq ke niq sqt ng dibdibq.
niq:kw kxe sbeq umabsent kna'ee!!!

the gurl who cried MOOO. haha'baka.

nung superr dq na kaya. aun'wla na naniniwala saqn.bd3p.
sbeq ke sharkie twagin si ma'am...........

dq aq nkahinga,feeling ko mamatay na ako'wla aman ako sa tamang katinuan dhil hindi tlg ako mkhinga.
naalalaq pa ang pg inom ko sa water ni carreon'at ang pag paypay saqn ni thad.
tpos'naramdamanq an sikip ng upuan at bumaba ako.

ma'am tina:anu nararamdaman mo?ok ka lang ba?anu klaseng saqt? anu gngwa mo pg sumskit?gaaono kasaqt?asan mga gamot mo?anu nuber ng mom mo?kaya mo pa ba tumayo?
andrea:shhhhhh!di ako mkahinga!

aba at naginterview kpa ma'am.

sinabeq ng malakas...... HINDI AKO MKAHINGA.
lhat sila nagaalisan sa tabiq'parang may sars akooo.helo?hypertensive ako. hindi contagious eun.

ang aking superr kenneth to the rescue'grabe kung wla lang ako saqt kinilig tlg ako.

kenneth:pare tulungan na nten.

bnuhat nila ako pababa ng review center mula sa 3rd floor.
ang naalalaq na bmuhat sqn pababa si dan,mane,kenneth,thad.

pinasok aq ni sir vlad sa president's room. oh db?shala.
nkahiga ako dun'hbang hindi mkahinga tntwagan nila ang momq.

si kenneth pinapaypayan pa ako.tpos si carreon hinanap pa eun havaianas kong slippers.
nkitaq si jd nkikiusisa.at si danirie inaalalayan aq.

meon akong nqta'at ngulat ako.hindiq alam kung matutuwa ako'ksi naalalaq ang sbeq ke God dte.

andrea:GOD kpg kukunin mo naq, ok lan. may one wish lanq. sna mqtaq manlang si HIM.

shittt.si HIM nga! at concern ba tlg xa saqn?oh nsa langit nako?

HIM:uminom ka ba ng gamot mo?
andrea:hindi ee'hinde.
kung alam nea lan na kea aq hindi umiinom ng gmot dhil sknea.auq na mbuhay kung wla rin lan aman xa.drama effect.

dadalhin na dw aq sa hospital'nilagay nila ako sa chair.nai apply nila ang tnuro ni ma'am palisoc.
may naramdaman ako humawak sa kamay ko.pg dilat ko'oh my gosh.
si KEN WINSTON ITOH.
ntouch aq'at mas lalaong ntkot. auq pang mamamatay.
ilang besesq na cnsbe eun ke niq. auq na tlg mamamatay knowing na meon ako mga friends like'them.

hirapp na hirapp silang buhatin ako'at may nagsbe pang ang laki daw ng pata ko.
kung wla lang ako saqt nun'papakainq paaq sknea!grabe.

nsa may gate na ng wesleyan'at kailangan naako ipasok sa sasakayan.

HIM:cge ako na bubuhat sknea!

oh my gosh.grabe...hindi ko lam ggwinq nun.hindiq tlg alam.
nhihiya ako kasi ngiging pbgat pako sknea'peo msea din kasi nraramdamanq eun dteng HIM. eun HIM na nagpahalaga sqn.eun HIM na mahal ako.

bago isarado ang pinto'hinawakan ni dan ang cheeks ko'at sbeng pagaling ka'aa.
grabe'nahulog eun pusoq, gnon pla ako kmhal ni dan.

next thing i knew is nkahiga ako kay HIM.tpos pinipilit nea ako phingahin. hindi na ako lumalaban non.gustoq na mamatay. para khet papano'ksma ko naman xa at yakap nea pako.

si krister nsa paaq'wla xang imik.parang natrauma xa'sa pangyayari.

ang huling narinigq nalang.mga snsbe ng mga ksma ko.

kenneth:ok lang yan dee. kaya mo ean..
HIM:hinga ka lang..wag mong pigilan
sir vlad: eto ang first tym sa buong pg rreview ko nangyari to,
HIM: mlapit na tayo.wag kang matutulog.
kenneth:dito lan kmi

qlala tlg ako ni HIM. alam nea lhat ng bawal saqn.alam nea kung gaanno na ka worse ang isang bagy sa akin.peo'wla nako mgagawa surrender na tlg'aq.

pg dteng doon.nkikitaq si HIM mula sa higaanq. inenjectionan ako'at kung anu anu gnwa saq.
meon pang ecg. bp. rr. mga hospital stuff.si HIM ang nsa tabiq.
hindiq alam kung dapat pa ba akong lumaban'peo nag expect nnmn ako na mhal'nea ako.. kea lumaban ako.

at last mejo humupa ang tension.mejo gumaling galing na ako. wla akong ksma'doon sa emergency room kasi'bwal.
peo auq mwalay ke HIM. peo kung pede wg nlng xa'para di aq msktan.

andrea:doc,gustoq ng ksma.
doctor matulac:CALL A FRIEND!!!

dumating si HIM. hinwakanq kamay nea'peo inalis nea kamayq.
sbeq na tama hinalaq msasaktan lan ako.hahahahaha

andrea:naalala mo pa pala'eun..
HIM:xempre naman..

ang ibig sbhin kea nun lge nea pa ako inaalala. or hindi nea na ako mkakalimutan. or hanggang alaala ka nlng. paran kahit saan dun msakit'ee.

pgpsok ng nurse. sbe nea'dhil dw eun sa stress.
nurse:wg ka kxe magiisip ng kung anu anu!
andrea:may nwala kasi ako?
nurse:nanakawan ka?
andrea:may nwala ako at gusto ko ng ibalik.

nagawaq eun sa harapp ni HIM.peo pusong bato tlg ee..la naq mggqa

dumating ang momq.at aalis na cla'auq mwala si HIM.peo wla namn ako mggwa.

si kenneth ang nag bantay ng gmitq.

sila ang tatlong tao na'sumama papuntang ospital.
isa doon si HIM.

nung ililipat naq ng ospital'may nkasalubong ako group of macian.
sbe ng momq'bka papunta ean seo'..

sbeq:ean????hindeq naman barkada ean ee!

malamananq cla pla ang mga unang taong naglala saqn. sila eun mga tnay na kaibgan.sila eun mga tao dq maxadong nabibigyan ng pansin.peo sila eun mga taong tunay na nagmamahalsaqn.drama ulit.

slamat ke anika,john marc,ena, and ubas.

mas malalim na psasalamat ke dan,ken,niki,sharkie,krister,mane,thad,jd.ma'am tina and sir vlad.

slamat din sa bestfriend q na sobrang kisig. kay jaycee tuazon javier. galit na galit xa nung hindiq cnbe sknea inatake ako.haha'abnormal pla xa ee parang naman kaya nea pumunta.hahaha

at sayo HIM. npaka walang kwentang tao mo. pag ptay nako ikaw ang unang mumultohin ko. pangako ean.cguro dun magpapasalamt nako seo.

puerta pindeja

2008-04-21T22:38:00.000-07:00

nkapunta ka na ba sa isang napakagandang isla
na walang ibang makikita kundi ang kgandahan ng kapaligiran
ang kasaganaan ng biyaya
at pag asang walang hanggan.

ako nakakita na

hindi ko alam kung paano ko ito ipapahayag
o kahit bigyan man lang ng mgandang pagpagpapakilala.
mawawari siya tulad ng isang binibini.
walang ibang katulad. parang beer.

hindi pa jan nagtatapos

maalat alat na tubig aking nalalasahan
ang paso ng init kay sarap na dumadampi
oh ayoko na sa bayan
na puro kaingayan.

meron pa

minsan naisip ko
bakit hindi ako tumira dito
sa isang napakagandang mundo
walang pagsisi dito

tapos na, isa pa

hindi ko akalain ako makakarating
sa lugar na walang dilim
malayo sa maiitim
nang akoy magising
ako ay na wiwi.

nananaginip lang pala
tangina shit.

i-wanna-fuckin-die virus

2008-04-02T08:00:00.000-07:00

my pc HAS and hopingly to be HAD a virus.
and it is sarcastically killing me.

im used to having virus. - in my body
but not in my computer.

it feels like hell.and hell i wanna die.

i asked'some damn good people if they knoe where this came from.

erald told me it's a virus.
duh?it's a virus indeed. and virus i want to kill.

obed made an instant message. though he wanted to help me.
he cant. there were alot of pc language he kept telling me'and pc language i dont understand. i took off early because it made me feel sleepy.

It is like a needle piercing into my very skin, agonizing every second of my existence. Words cannot measure how this sorrow is killing me from within.

now im talking like some edgar alan poe fanatic.

carl'told me that the virus coms from porn sites. what the hell???
i dont go to such sites. though my brothers do. like i have so many brothers'who will i blame?i can see that all of them are some sort of mild-perv. not the usual psycho-perv. their normal.

obed--the super hero pc man. he named the virus the vietnam virus'not that the virus kept sending weird language from i dont knoe where. well, vietnam would do.

i slept with thorn-like thinking. and didnt slept quite very desiring.

i woke up'wishing the satan's virus was gone.

very deceiving evil creation the virus is. i thought'it WAS gone. but it WASN'T.
so for the love of GOD. please help me.

i started using the pc again.and the blame was all on me.
i was close to saying------ im sorry i had to go to some porn sites.happy?

father kris and i came up to the conclusion that the virus was from georgia. that mild-evil gnome.i realized that my computer's suffering started to annoy us after georgia'the evil gnome empress'who is hilariously making me depress, started to ask for my payments.what the hell.

it wasnt really georgia'i was over reacting.and my acting was good.

it's not really the virus that is killing me.
though'it is a virus.
not that pc-killing virus. but the emotion-killing virus.
and the feeling of hatred.

yess'the SWEETY-KILLING-BITCH virus.
from andreashitursobeautiful@yahoo.com
and the url http://idontlikeandreacozshesleptwithmydear.com/

i found out that they were happily talking on the phone everyday.
i wont myself being so jealous.

what if he was saying i love you to that'scum suckin x-boyfriend stealer with smelly-annoying attitude SLASH looks.
and that whore-dog enemey-forever-virus-like is saying i love you too to my ever humble'tall dark and dark hubby.

i am deeply hurt.and hurt,i wanna die.
i wanted to talk to danirie. the only person who can understand. but he wasnt online'though allana is.
i ended up making this blog entry instead.
with dried tear ducts.and washed eyeliners.
and drooling. in reality it wasnt really like that'it just feels like one.

i wish he would still love me.
i wish i could kill the virus.
and i wish i could kill the girl. like i have never killed before.
like what bal'and i kept wishing for. to kill her. and kill her like a pig.

say bye bye to the effin-slutty virus.
and say bye bye to my man. look for ur own. someone who doesnt belong to me. someone who doesnt exist.

imdoingyouafavor virus.catch it if you can.

chinchon mo

2008-03-27T05:14:00.000-07:00

so lawrence'haha.
qlala neu na president neu'aa.
that would be me'hahaha.
as of'today. meon nq line up for my party.
the SUPER partae.

President: Andrea Delgado -napakaresponsable'peo npkayabang
Vice president: Jorelle Flores -wala siya pg frst period'so nvrmind nlng
Secretary: Louise Anne Seguente hm'mgaganda ang mga secretary'kea dito ka!
Treasurer: Noriko Hayashi-mayaman ka'ee.haha sayo ang japan
Auditor: Kristoffer Sanchez
P.I.O english: Patricia Di ayan'jan ka dumaldal'ha
filipino: kirstie Cruz haha talo ka sa ssg kea sa lawrence ka mglagalag
P.O: boys.Jedd Hidalgo????boys???
girls. Ginalyn Cabansag ayan'aa may pwesto na ang pangungurot mo.

muse: Annalyn Masangkay'ang brattz ng masci'those eyes that i've loved.aba
escort: Lincoln Disu.mr masci ka'ee we are blessed to hav'you.

appointed treasurer: richard chonco'ayan aa'para dalwa keo abonado.

Head masters:
Alyssa Lapira
Fermin Nasol
Sofia Delos Reyes

outcast forever: Mark john Sacramento'tanggap mo na db?pakopya ha

these are some of the people who belongs to the lawrence'bar and resto.
shocks'ang haba ng pangalan ng section'jusko.

LAWRENCE!

i want jesus dead'again

2008-03-21T07:03:00.000-07:00

Lord, sorry for my stupidity. sorry for being too naive about your words.
i mocked you many times before. and im still mocking you if ever i encounter problems.

thankyou for making my life miserable. im sorry for adding more misery to it.
thankyou for making my life unfair. im sorry i kept showing everybody how unfair it has been.
thankyou for making my life not worth living. im sorry for still living'it the way it has been.

your unconditional love is doubtful. no one in this hell-world will give his life to someone'he doesnt even knoe. someone who doesnt even care who is saving her.

i offer you God my everything. not because you died for me but because it's my purpose of living.

you are making me experience this situations because you love me'and you want to discipline me. you want to mold me for my future. and you want to be with me'after i die.in heaven i hope.

im sorry for being one of the suspects who killed you back 1700. i killed you'i was there when all the romans were shouting'crucify'. i was there. and im glad i was.

i want to see you die again because for me your death means so much. your death means a new beginning for my life. and that new beginnig will never be replaced,immitate nor be faked by anyone'anywho in this worldy living world you have created. your death means to scare the the fear that is in me'i feel very loved when i remember your death.

i can promise to offer my life to you. because your not just any person on an individuals life. your my king. my majesty and my homeboy.

loveyou papa jesus.

being a masochist

2008-03-19T05:35:00.000-07:00

from the song go on girl'and i had enuf of playing it 32 times a day. made me realize that'i was wrong. and he wasn't.ALWAYS.

it's hard to pretend ur ok even if ur not. i hav always been saying this to HIM. and i will be saying this many mor times'if it has to be that way.REALLY.

i kept telling myself'and bragging to everybody that i'm already over you. i hate myself.

I can't get it back, but
I don't want it back,
I Realized that,
She don't know how to act
Never been a dumb dude
No I'm not dense
I Just had a slight lack
Of common sense
please namn i still love you and how i want you back.
im not treating you like a dumb'if you only listened to me.
lamq you still love me.

I was the good guy
She was the bad girl
but not that bad honey.

I'm thinking one girl
She thinking me, earl James and jimmy
Yep she had plenty
But love for me, she didn't have any
i knoe'and i thank you.but, nung teo i was only thinking of you.
and only you. and i loved you more than i hav loved myself.
I was inviting, her into my heart
im forcing myself to be in your life'from the start palan nmn.
But she was out riding in some other man's car
im sorry.my fault.kill me now.
She was my night time, thought
I was her star
you are!till now your are.though in reality'im the start you'r the night.
cause my light wont shine without you.
Guess I was wrong, but see
I'm strong
good thing you are cause im not.
Wont take long for me to move on
that makes it more painful. why can you bounce back easier.
why cant i love another?while you can.
Please don't worry bout me I'm fine
Only gonna play the fool one time
im happy you are.are you happy im not?
Trust me when I say
That I'll be OK
i hav placed all my trust on you from the start palang'too bad you didnt do
the same thing'or maybe you did. i was such a bitch not to notice.
Go on girl
Go on girl
Go on girl
the feeling of rejection has kept bugging me'everydae.
Tried to settle down and look whatI get
Thought it was my time, but I guess not yet
She at the bar getting drinks from many men
look'ha.. i stopped drinking'dhil seo.
I'm in the house, thinking shes with her girlfriends
i am. bad influence lan'tlg cla.im sorry.
Trust not knowing, truly not knowing
I look back now like, man,
I was open
open din aman'q seo aa. lgeq nga cnsbe mahal qta.
I was inviting, her into my heart
But she was out riding in some other man's car
She was my night time, thought I was her star
Guess I was wrong, but see I'm strong
Wont take long for me to move on
bqt kb gnean?you invited me and left me alone at the party.
you werent wrong.i was simply being insane.
yess'sumakay ako sa kotse ng iba. but it's so superficial.
ikaw ang mhalq.

The mistake I made is clear we never should've been together
someone told you said this.and it hurts.alot.
why cant you just leave me with no scars.
i thought i was the perfect girl for you.
tpos now'youre rrrregretting na.
Thats the reason you're not herewhere?
I know that I can do much better
Not a single salty tear
Not a feeling in my chest
wow buti kpa'aq kxe i took it so hard.
3months is not enuf'and one medicine wont work.
yeah'i thought of that before na'you wont cry aman tlg'ee. cno bq para iyakan mo?minahal mo ba tlg ako?
Baby
I'm feeling no stressI'm too fly to be depressed
thankyou. atleast now i knoe how hapee you've become without me.
Go on Girl
Go on Girl
Go on Girl
Go on boy
go on boy
go on boy

you knoe namn na i'll always be here like i was before.
everydae is much like 'imiss you dae'tough love but effective.

i love you'HIM.

cinderea story.

2008-03-17T06:47:00.000-07:00

nagising ako one day. i jumpstarted my dae by calling my sister. tell her how im really excited'later. though it wasnt that typical 80's promenade. wer the guy-date ee pupunta house ni gal-date and bring chocs'and flowers for--mommy.

i've waited for this'since elem pa'

too bad my prom date is not HIM. lgeq nagddream na xa mging promdateq.
eun nga lan not everything i want'dpt msunod.xa nagpa realize sken nito.

so, i had KRISTER as my promdate instead.

my fairy god father=saber. sbe nea: "bsta wg mo na xang isipin kalimutan mo na xa"
dee:okay po'promise.

ambaet nea'tlg.he just wanted me to be happee.kxe paran auq na pumunta sa prom.i was almost dying.

THE PARLORR.

i look maton when i entered.gnun pdin pg labas.
the flabby hair. the itchy beauty products.
mga bading na kamukha ni tito boy. kitty curtains.

stooopid karimadon dress.
mukhang tanga.AKO.

STUDIO

we went to neveau. took pictures. took pictures. took pictures and took pictures.

TAYUMAN

hayup'hirap hnapin hous ni niq'grabe.sa batangas kunsan lahat ng tao ay hnde matino'at lahat sila magkakamaganak.

nanlalamig nq'as in corpse'haha.so as niq. i dnt knoe if mommy jessa'is.. peo probably.. kxe'ang dalagang si munikk ay lalandee na. haha.

PALASYO DE MANILA

eun venue'madalas kme dun dhil ke ali atienza.before.
peo ngeon ang gnda'naaa.

ayan naaaaa. group of boys. they srucked me'xeeeet ang gwapo.NILA.

jaycee: guys'guys'guys. tutal andito narin si dhea'dpt bgyan ng entrance.
BOYS:ayooooon!putek.

jaycee:qlala neu ba eun sa memoirs of a geisha?
boys: aba putek!!!!!!!
jaycee:palakpakan nten si zhang zi yi.

lhat cla nag palakpakan'peo except HIM.
sad'peo i promised saber not to be sad'and affected'naaa.

answeet ni krister'sken the entire event. sarapp nea mging promdate. super happeeq and swerte. kxe'he never disappointed me. lge neaq kxma khit saan. npka ideal'nea. inasikaso neaq'like his GIRLFRIEND.

DANCE FLOOR.

sinayaw aq'ni ken. grabe. nadagdagan ang kasiyahanq.
and danced with my other friends.ansea sea tlg.trance'chill. slow music'khit anu bsta friends. ansea'sea.

FOOD.
ok naman.lahat bwal sken.haha samahan pa ng mga more practice na performers. peo'mgling cla'aa.

TABLE 12.
sharki-mukhang ninang
jd-ninong na anxious lage'haha
louise-shiny girl
lolo-hm?tahimik
jana-maingay na kulot.
muniik-maingay na evill.
krister-ayun ok nmn xa'haha

ansea'db?

AWARDING

shocking asia nanalo ako. winner!haha'best dressed. peo mukha padin akong tanga'comedy lan akooo dun ee'

salamt sa mga bumoto'lalo na sa table 21.

gustoq sana mgspeech. "mas mgnda sana kung ikw ang award sqn" naman'aman anu anu naiisipq.

everything was so perfect.everything even without him'as in everything.

swear.

1st call.

bisnar calling.

dee:bis! anseaq nanalo ako!
bisnar:sbe seo'ee. maganda ka kxe! blah blah blah usap usap blah blah

gusto nea pumunta'kso bka ma OP xa and bwal aman outsiders.

DRAMATIC DANCE FLOOR

eto na ang climax'uwian na kxe.haha

mark james:wag ka magalala dhea'may magsasayaw seo.maniwala ka sken.

kenneth:mgiging msaya kb pg sinayaw ka ni HIM?
dee: HELL YESSSS!

bglang lumapit si HIM.wat the f.as in f tlg'

parang naluwa ko ang heartq tpos pinahawakq ke niq.grabe.

MY WORLD FELL APART.
pota'pota'pota dream come true.

siniyaw neaq'puro slow ang tugtog. grabe'naubos ang luha. nag dry ang tear ductq. khit na pinipilit neaq na ilayo auq'gustoq xa yakapin buong gabi. he made my night.

dee:sana wg na matapos eun gabi.
HIM:ang panget mo namn kasayaw umiiyak ka.

sa loob loobq.tangina'i loooove you badly.

as much as i wanted to stay sa dance floor'di na kinaya ni hearty'hearty. aun napagod dn'aq peo tinitiisq kxe alamq iiwanan nea naq pg umupo akooo.
anhirap huminga'sa sobrang saya. nasa peak ako na sobrang kaligayahan.xeettt NIRVANA.

we sat'on some others table. i prayed to DADDY Jesus.

LORD, now i feel parang ako lan ang anak mo'kxe super happe ko. wag mo na xa bawiin sqn ha'i trust you naman'po. and please phingahin mo ako ng maayos'para maenjoyq.

he hugged me'tpos lahat ng sweetness nea dati bumalik'inasikaso neaq'lhat ng wae na i wud feel comfortable.gnwa nea lhat eun. he even got some water for'me. qlala neaq'tlg. mhilig sa water. pg me sqt. an lamigg'pinahiram neaq ng coat nea'lam nea dq kaya ang malamig. nalalaq eun mga times na ayw neaq nilalamig at nauulanan. sobrang seaq'halata naman db?khit na hnde nkakaramdam fingersq nun'ayos lan. bsta hawakq kamay nea. feelingq septemeber 7 ulit.tangina.

dee:HIM?
HIM:bqt?may ssbhin kb?
dee:wala lang.

mga 20 times tong paulit ulit na cnbe.

until i've said it na' HIM ILOVE YOU with matching iyak.

HIM:di na pwede may gf nq.
dee:cge umalis kna.

11:55 eun. I was a total wrecked. HIM went home'leaving me alone.AGAIN.

he was my last dance that concluded the entire night.

sbeq' fairy GOD father bqt si cinderella 12 pa ntpos ang kaligayahan nea.ako may butal pa.hinde na sinagad.
cguro lamang kxe sqn ng ilang buwan.ala p kxeq 18'ee.badtrip.

nawala ang spark'at nahirapan ako mg summon ng energy para mg party. sa gabiq.na dpt nagsasaya akooo. nwala eun natitirang hope'para gumising ako uma umaga.my life was a disaster.

iyak'pdin aq ng iyak.and yess'i hav friends.

may mga supporting actress aq'and even cried with me.
i love you jana'lois and sharkie.

nagkaroon ng isang pity party'para sqn.

once upon a time in my life.. atleast i was so happe backt'then.

magiging happy ending din'ba to..will he look for me?or do i hav to leave my havaianas.so he could bring it back to me pa'.

tpos'na nasira na. im not being a masochist or anything but'how could an evil beast destroy my life.

just wondering. is this a cinderella story or beauty and the beast?

ahm'ansea naman

2008-03-16T06:17:00.000-07:00

nakaktuwang isipin'na nakakinuman ko mga brogo ko.

i met so many new friends. new good-looking friends. new good friends.

anhirap pla maging only'girl.kxe lahat ng topic nmen through out the party eh rated 18.
i kept telling them na'ilang months nalan anmn eun. pede nq sa mga green jokes. green conversations. and green green stuff. parang kadiri namn eun.

so aun'bumili ako ng cube ice in bayad center'cnamahan pq ni daren'answweeet na xit.

ngeonq lan narealize na hnde boring ambuhay'sobrang sea and colorful.

bonding moments with family. dreaming together. eating together. ksma na din dun eun pagaasar nila'sken.

i knew how my brother courted his past girlfriends.takte'ang korny nea.peo romantic.

drink till'you drop.bsta andito si kuya.

fts'xit

2008-03-15T06:09:00.000-07:00

fts'xit

i forgot my fon'and yes i was so stupid.
i went to alecco's house. more like anika's.
i went there with my friend. wen i got there'suprisingly more friends.
my friends and i went to sm manila'they played kamay kamay. everybody there played kamay kamay. except me! i got bored. bored. bored. i contacted muniikk. i contacted mark hilario. i contacted everyone except my mom. there! muniik is very much available.we went to sm san lazaro to stalk someone. we failed. over and over. over and over and over. too much for being such a failure. we went to their house'i saw mommy jessa. we were happily messing her room'and happily taking pictures of us NAKED. naked'as in NAKED.haha not that naked'but naked. still naked but sexy.haha bitch. we ate barbecue'tenga.isaw and all the street foods available in batangas street. and yes'welcome carcinogens.the rice were scattered all over my shirt.pants and even in my under shirt. which makes me say "munikk??? akin na eun pe shirt mo?" haha she gave it. enough of muniikk ocness.and munik's ocness forever. as i entered my ever'beautiful-yuck house.yes'you've read it right.it's yuck-ee. as to the point that...

mudra:ksma mo nnmn bgo mong boifriend?
andrea:asa naman'ala akong bgong boifriend.taas kilay.90 degrees.

oh how i hate the scenario.
atleast we hav our own house party.
party for the psych students'grad students.haha
happeee'hapeee'hapee.