Wednesday, March 19, 2008
being a masochist
from the song go on girl'and i had enuf of playing it 32 times a day. made me realize that'i was wrong. and he wasn't.ALWAYS.
it's hard to pretend ur ok even if ur not. i hav always been saying this to HIM. and i will be saying this many mor times'if it has to be that way.REALLY.
i kept telling myself'and bragging to everybody that i'm already over you. i hate myself.
I can't get it back, but
I don't want it back,
I Realized that,
She don't know how to act
Never been a dumb dude
No I'm not dense
I Just had a slight lack
Of common sense
please namn i still love you and how i want you back.im not treating you like a dumb'if you only listened to me.lamq you still love me.I was the good guy
She was the bad girl
but not that bad honey.I'm thinking one girl
She thinking me, earl James and jimmy
Yep she had plenty
But love for me, she didn't have any
i knoe'and i thank you.but, nung teo i was only thinking of you.and only you. and i loved you more than i hav loved myself.I was inviting, her into my heart
im forcing myself to be in your life'from the start palan nmn.But she was out riding in some other man's car
im sorry.my fault.kill me now.She was my night time, thought
I was her star
you are!till now your are.though in reality'im the start you'r the night.cause my light wont shine without you.Guess I was wrong, but see
I'm strong
good thing you are cause im not.Wont take long for me to move on
that makes it more painful. why can you bounce back easier.why cant i love another?while you can.Please don't worry bout me I'm fine
Only gonna play the fool one time
im happy you are.are you happy im not?Trust me when I say
That I'll be OK
i hav placed all my trust on you from the start palang'too bad you didnt dothe same thing'or maybe you did. i was such a bitch not to notice.Go on girl
Go on girl
Go on girl
the feeling of rejection has kept bugging me'everydae.Tried to settle down and look whatI get
Thought it was my time, but I guess not yet
She at the bar getting drinks from many men
look'ha.. i stopped drinking'dhil seo.I'm in the house, thinking shes with her girlfriends
i am. bad influence lan'tlg cla.im sorry.Trust not knowing, truly not knowing
I look back now like, man,
I was open
open din aman'q seo aa. lgeq nga cnsbe mahal qta.I was inviting, her into my heart
But she was out riding in some other man's car
She was my night time, thought I was her star
Guess I was wrong, but see I'm strong
Wont take long for me to move on
bqt kb gnean?you invited me and left me alone at the party.you werent wrong.i was simply being insane.yess'sumakay ako sa kotse ng iba. but it's so superficial.ikaw ang mhalq.The mistake I made is clear we never should've been together
someone told you said this.and it hurts.alot.why cant you just leave me with no scars.i thought i was the perfect girl for you.tpos now'youre rrrregretting na.Thats the reason you're not here
where?I know that I can do much better
Not a single salty tear
Not a feeling in my chest
wow buti kpa'aq kxe i took it so hard.3months is not enuf'and one medicine wont work.yeah'i thought of that before na'you wont cry aman tlg'ee. cno bq para iyakan mo?minahal mo ba tlg ako?Baby
I'm feeling no stressI'm too fly to be depressed
thankyou. atleast now i knoe how hapee you've become without me.Go on Girl
Go on Girl
Go on Girl
Go on boygo on boygo on boyyou knoe namn na i'll always be here like i was before.everydae is much like 'imiss you dae'tough love but effective.
i love you'HIM.
ANDREA ♥
5:35 AM
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