Monday, March 17, 2008
cinderea story.
nagising ako one day. i jumpstarted my dae by calling my sister. tell her how im really excited'later. though it wasnt that typical 80's promenade. wer the guy-date ee pupunta house ni gal-date and bring chocs'and flowers for--mommy.
i've waited for this'since elem pa'
too bad my prom date is not HIM. lgeq nagddream na xa mging promdateq.
eun nga lan not everything i want'dpt msunod.xa nagpa realize sken nito.
so, i had KRISTER as my promdate instead.
my fairy god father=saber. sbe nea: "bsta wg mo na xang isipin kalimutan mo na xa"
dee:okay po'promise.
ambaet nea'tlg.he just wanted me to be happee.kxe paran auq na pumunta sa prom.i was almost dying.
THE PARLORR.
i look maton when i entered.gnun pdin pg labas.
the flabby hair. the itchy beauty products.
mga bading na kamukha ni tito boy. kitty curtains.
stooopid karimadon dress.
mukhang tanga.AKO.
STUDIO
we went to neveau. took pictures. took pictures. took pictures and took pictures.
TAYUMAN
hayup'hirap hnapin hous ni niq'grabe.sa batangas kunsan lahat ng tao ay hnde matino'at lahat sila magkakamaganak.
nanlalamig nq'as in corpse'haha.so as niq. i dnt knoe if mommy jessa'is.. peo probably.. kxe'ang dalagang si munikk ay lalandee na. haha.
PALASYO DE MANILA
eun venue'madalas kme dun dhil ke ali atienza.before.
peo ngeon ang gnda'naaa.
ayan naaaaa. group of boys. they srucked me'xeeeet ang gwapo.NILA.
jaycee: guys'guys'guys. tutal andito narin si dhea'dpt bgyan ng entrance.
BOYS:ayooooon!putek.
jaycee:qlala neu ba eun sa memoirs of a geisha?
boys: aba putek!!!!!!!
jaycee:palakpakan nten si zhang zi yi.
lhat cla nag palakpakan'peo except HIM.
sad'peo i promised saber not to be sad'and affected'naaa.
answeet ni krister'sken the entire event. sarapp nea mging promdate. super happeeq and swerte. kxe'he never disappointed me. lge neaq kxma khit saan. npka ideal'nea. inasikaso neaq'like his GIRLFRIEND.
DANCE FLOOR.
sinayaw aq'ni ken. grabe. nadagdagan ang kasiyahanq.
and danced with my other friends.ansea sea tlg.trance'chill. slow music'khit anu bsta friends. ansea'sea.
FOOD.
ok naman.lahat bwal sken.haha samahan pa ng mga more practice na performers. peo'mgling cla'aa.
TABLE 12.
sharki-mukhang ninang
jd-ninong na anxious lage'haha
louise-shiny girl
lolo-hm?tahimik
jana-maingay na kulot.
muniik-maingay na evill.
krister-ayun ok nmn xa'haha
ansea'db?
AWARDING
shocking asia nanalo ako. winner!haha'best dressed. peo mukha padin akong tanga'comedy lan akooo dun ee'
salamt sa mga bumoto'lalo na sa table 21.
gustoq sana mgspeech. "mas mgnda sana kung ikw ang award sqn" naman'aman anu anu naiisipq.
everything was so perfect.everything even without him'as in everything.
swear.
1st call.
bisnar calling.
dee:bis! anseaq nanalo ako!
bisnar:sbe seo'ee. maganda ka kxe!
blah blah blah usap usap blah blah
gusto nea pumunta'kso bka ma OP xa and bwal aman outsiders.
DRAMATIC DANCE FLOOR
eto na ang climax'uwian na kxe.haha
mark james:wag ka magalala dhea'may magsasayaw seo.maniwala ka sken.
kenneth:mgiging msaya kb pg sinayaw ka ni HIM?
dee: HELL YESSSS!
bglang lumapit si HIM.wat the f.as in f tlg'
parang naluwa ko ang heartq tpos pinahawakq ke niq.grabe.
MY WORLD FELL APART.
pota'pota'pota dream come true.
siniyaw neaq'puro slow ang tugtog. grabe'naubos ang luha. nag dry ang tear ductq. khit na pinipilit neaq na ilayo auq'gustoq xa yakapin buong gabi. he made my night.
dee:sana wg na matapos eun gabi.
HIM:ang panget mo namn kasayaw umiiyak ka.
sa loob loobq.tangina'i loooove you badly.
as much as i wanted to stay sa dance floor'di na kinaya ni hearty'hearty. aun napagod dn'aq peo tinitiisq kxe alamq iiwanan nea naq pg umupo akooo.
anhirap huminga'sa sobrang saya. nasa peak ako na sobrang kaligayahan.xeettt NIRVANA.
we sat'on some others table. i prayed to DADDY Jesus.
LORD, now i feel parang ako lan ang anak mo'kxe super happe ko. wag mo na xa bawiin sqn ha'i trust you naman'po. and please phingahin mo ako ng maayos'para maenjoyq.
he hugged me'tpos lahat ng sweetness nea dati bumalik'inasikaso neaq'lhat ng wae na i wud feel comfortable.gnwa nea lhat eun. he even got some water for'me. qlala neaq'tlg. mhilig sa water. pg me sqt. an lamigg'pinahiram neaq ng coat nea'lam nea dq kaya ang malamig. nalalaq eun mga times na ayw neaq nilalamig at nauulanan. sobrang seaq'halata naman db?khit na hnde nkakaramdam fingersq nun'ayos lan. bsta hawakq kamay nea. feelingq septemeber 7 ulit.tangina.
dee:HIM?
HIM:bqt?may ssbhin kb?
dee:wala lang.
mga 20 times tong paulit ulit na cnbe.
until i've said it na' HIM ILOVE YOU with matching iyak.
HIM:di na pwede may gf nq.
dee:cge umalis kna.
11:55 eun. I was a total wrecked. HIM went home'leaving me alone.AGAIN.
he was my last dance that concluded the entire night.
sbeq' fairy GOD father bqt si cinderella 12 pa ntpos ang kaligayahan nea.ako may butal pa.hinde na sinagad.
cguro lamang kxe sqn ng ilang buwan.ala p kxeq 18'ee.badtrip.
nawala ang spark'at nahirapan ako mg summon ng energy para mg party. sa gabiq.na dpt nagsasaya akooo. nwala eun natitirang hope'para gumising ako uma umaga.my life was a disaster.
iyak'pdin aq ng iyak.and yess'i hav friends.
may mga supporting actress aq'and even cried with me.
i love you jana'lois and sharkie.
nagkaroon ng isang pity party'para sqn.
once upon a time in my life.. atleast i was so happe backt'then.
magiging happy ending din'ba to..will he look for me?or do i hav to leave my havaianas.so he could bring it back to me pa'.
tpos'na nasira na. im not being a masochist or anything but'how could an evil beast destroy my life.
just wondering. is this a cinderella story or beauty and the beast?
ANDREA ♥
6:47 AM
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