Friday, March 21, 2008
i want jesus dead'again
Lord, sorry for my stupidity. sorry for being too naive about your words.
i mocked you many times before. and im still mocking you if ever i encounter problems.
thankyou for making my life miserable. im sorry for adding more misery to it.
thankyou for making my life unfair. im sorry i kept showing everybody how unfair it has been.
thankyou for making my life not worth living. im sorry for still living'it the way it has been.
your unconditional love is doubtful. no one in this hell-world will give his life to someone'he doesnt even knoe. someone who doesnt even care who is saving her.
i offer you God my everything. not because you died for me but because it's my purpose of living.
you are making me experience this situations because you love me'and you want to discipline me. you want to mold me for my future. and you want to be with me'after i die.in heaven i hope.
im sorry for being one of the suspects who killed you back 1700. i killed you'i was there when all the romans were shouting'crucify'. i was there. and im glad i was.
i want to see you die again because for me your death means so much. your death means a new beginning for my life. and that new beginnig will never be replaced,immitate nor be faked by anyone'anywho in this worldy living world you have created. your death means to scare the the fear that is in me'i feel very loved when i remember your death.
i can promise to offer my life to you. because your not just any person on an individuals life. your my king. my majesty and my homeboy.
loveyou papa jesus.
ANDREA ♥
7:03 AM
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