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Thursday, March 27, 2008
chinchon mo

so lawrence'haha.
qlala neu na president neu'aa.
that would be me'hahaha.
as of'today. meon nq line up for my party.
the SUPER partae.

President: Andrea Delgado -napakaresponsable'peo npkayabang
Vice president: Jorelle Flores -wala siya pg frst period'so nvrmind nlng
Secretary: Louise Anne Seguente hm'mgaganda ang mga secretary'kea dito ka!
Treasurer: Noriko Hayashi-mayaman ka'ee.haha sayo ang japan
Auditor: Kristoffer Sanchez
P.I.O english: Patricia Di ayan'jan ka dumaldal'ha
filipino: kirstie Cruz haha talo ka sa ssg kea sa lawrence ka mglagalag
P.O: boys.Jedd Hidalgo????boys???
girls. Ginalyn Cabansag ayan'aa may pwesto na ang pangungurot mo.

muse: Annalyn Masangkay'ang brattz ng masci'those eyes that i've loved.aba
escort: Lincoln Disu.mr masci ka'ee we are blessed to hav'you.

appointed treasurer: richard chonco'ayan aa'para dalwa keo abonado.

Head masters:
Alyssa Lapira
Fermin Nasol
Sofia Delos Reyes

outcast forever: Mark john Sacramento'tanggap mo na db?pakopya ha

these are some of the people who belongs to the lawrence'bar and resto.
shocks'ang haba ng pangalan ng section'jusko.

LAWRENCE!

ANDREA ♥ 5:14 AM commentario 0 comments

Friday, March 21, 2008
i want jesus dead'again

Lord, sorry for my stupidity. sorry for being too naive about your words.
i mocked you many times before. and im still mocking you if ever i encounter problems.

thankyou for making my life miserable. im sorry for adding more misery to it.
thankyou for making my life unfair. im sorry i kept showing everybody how unfair it has been.
thankyou for making my life not worth living. im sorry for still living'it the way it has been.

your unconditional love is doubtful. no one in this hell-world will give his life to someone'he doesnt even knoe. someone who doesnt even care who is saving her.

i offer you God my everything. not because you died for me but because it's my purpose of living.

you are making me experience this situations because you love me'and you want to discipline me. you want to mold me for my future. and you want to be with me'after i die.in heaven i hope.

im sorry for being one of the suspects who killed you back 1700. i killed you'i was there when all the romans were shouting'crucify'. i was there. and im glad i was.

i want to see you die again because for me your death means so much. your death means a new beginning for my life. and that new beginnig will never be replaced,immitate nor be faked by anyone'anywho in this worldy living world you have created. your death means to scare the the fear that is in me'i feel very loved when i remember your death.

i can promise to offer my life to you. because your not just any person on an individuals life. your my king. my majesty and my homeboy.

loveyou papa jesus.

ANDREA ♥ 7:03 AM commentario 0 comments

Wednesday, March 19, 2008
being a masochist

from the song go on girl'and i had enuf of playing it 32 times a day. made me realize that'i was wrong. and he wasn't.ALWAYS.

it's hard to pretend ur ok even if ur not. i hav always been saying this to HIM. and i will be saying this many mor times'if it has to be that way.REALLY.

i kept telling myself'and bragging to everybody that i'm already over you. i hate myself.

I can't get it back, but
I don't want it back,
I Realized that,
She don't know how to act
Never been a dumb dude
No I'm not dense
I Just had a slight lack
Of common sense
please namn i still love you and how i want you back.
im not treating you like a dumb'if you only listened to me.
lamq you still love me.

I was the good guy
She was the bad girl
but not that bad honey.

I'm thinking one girl
She thinking me, earl James and jimmy
Yep she had plenty
But love for me, she didn't have any
i knoe'and i thank you.but, nung teo i was only thinking of you.
and only you. and i loved you more than i hav loved myself.
I was inviting, her into my heart
im forcing myself to be in your life'from the start palan nmn.
But she was out riding in some other man's car
im sorry.my fault.kill me now.
She was my night time, thought
I was her star
you are!till now your are.though in reality'im the start you'r the night.
cause my light wont shine without you.
Guess I was wrong, but see
I'm strong
good thing you are cause im not.
Wont take long for me to move on
that makes it more painful. why can you bounce back easier.
why cant i love another?while you can.
Please don't worry bout me I'm fine
Only gonna play the fool one time
im happy you are.are you happy im not?
Trust me when I say
That I'll be OK
i hav placed all my trust on you from the start palang'too bad you didnt do
the same thing'or maybe you did. i was such a bitch not to notice.
Go on girl
Go on girl
Go on girl
the feeling of rejection has kept bugging me'everydae.
Tried to settle down and look whatI get
Thought it was my time, but I guess not yet
She at the bar getting drinks from many men
look'ha.. i stopped drinking'dhil seo.
I'm in the house, thinking shes with her girlfriends
i am. bad influence lan'tlg cla.im sorry.
Trust not knowing, truly not knowing
I look back now like, man,
I was open
open din aman'q seo aa. lgeq nga cnsbe mahal qta.
I was inviting, her into my heart
But she was out riding in some other man's car
She was my night time, thought I was her star
Guess I was wrong, but see I'm strong
Wont take long for me to move on
bqt kb gnean?you invited me and left me alone at the party.
you werent wrong.i was simply being insane.
yess'sumakay ako sa kotse ng iba. but it's so superficial.
ikaw ang mhalq.

The mistake I made is clear we never should've been together
someone told you said this.and it hurts.alot.
why cant you just leave me with no scars.
i thought i was the perfect girl for you.
tpos now'youre rrrregretting na.
Thats the reason you're not herewhere?
I know that I can do much better
Not a single salty tear
Not a feeling in my chest
wow buti kpa'aq kxe i took it so hard.
3months is not enuf'and one medicine wont work.
yeah'i thought of that before na'you wont cry aman tlg'ee. cno bq para iyakan mo?minahal mo ba tlg ako?
Baby
I'm feeling no stressI'm too fly to be depressed
thankyou. atleast now i knoe how hapee you've become without me.
Go on Girl
Go on Girl
Go on Girl
Go on boy
go on boy
go on boy

you knoe namn na i'll always be here like i was before.
everydae is much like 'imiss you dae'tough love but effective.

i love you'HIM.

ANDREA ♥ 5:35 AM commentario 0 comments

Monday, March 17, 2008
cinderea story.

nagising ako one day. i jumpstarted my dae by calling my sister. tell her how im really excited'later. though it wasnt that typical 80's promenade. wer the guy-date ee pupunta house ni gal-date and bring chocs'and flowers for--mommy.

i've waited for this'since elem pa'

too bad my prom date is not HIM. lgeq nagddream na xa mging promdateq.
eun nga lan not everything i want'dpt msunod.xa nagpa realize sken nito.

so, i had KRISTER as my promdate instead.

my fairy god father=saber. sbe nea: "bsta wg mo na xang isipin kalimutan mo na xa"
dee:okay po'promise.

ambaet nea'tlg.he just wanted me to be happee.kxe paran auq na pumunta sa prom.i was almost dying.

THE PARLORR.

i look maton when i entered.gnun pdin pg labas.
the flabby hair. the itchy beauty products.
mga bading na kamukha ni tito boy. kitty curtains.

stooopid karimadon dress.
mukhang tanga.AKO.

STUDIO

we went to neveau. took pictures. took pictures. took pictures and took pictures.

TAYUMAN

hayup'hirap hnapin hous ni niq'grabe.sa batangas kunsan lahat ng tao ay hnde matino'at lahat sila magkakamaganak.

nanlalamig nq'as in corpse'haha.so as niq. i dnt knoe if mommy jessa'is.. peo probably.. kxe'ang dalagang si munikk ay lalandee na. haha.

PALASYO DE MANILA

eun venue'madalas kme dun dhil ke ali atienza.before.
peo ngeon ang gnda'naaa.

ayan naaaaa. group of boys. they srucked me'xeeeet ang gwapo.NILA.

jaycee: guys'guys'guys. tutal andito narin si dhea'dpt bgyan ng entrance.
BOYS:ayooooon!putek.

jaycee:qlala neu ba eun sa memoirs of a geisha?
boys: aba putek!!!!!!!
jaycee:palakpakan nten si zhang zi yi.

lhat cla nag palakpakan'peo except HIM.
sad'peo i promised saber not to be sad'and affected'naaa.

answeet ni krister'sken the entire event. sarapp nea mging promdate. super happeeq and swerte. kxe'he never disappointed me. lge neaq kxma khit saan. npka ideal'nea. inasikaso neaq'like his GIRLFRIEND.

DANCE FLOOR.

sinayaw aq'ni ken. grabe. nadagdagan ang kasiyahanq.
and danced with my other friends.ansea sea tlg.trance'chill. slow music'khit anu bsta friends. ansea'sea.

FOOD.
ok naman.lahat bwal sken.haha samahan pa ng mga more practice na performers. peo'mgling cla'aa.

TABLE 12.
sharki-mukhang ninang
jd-ninong na anxious lage'haha
louise-shiny girl
lolo-hm?tahimik
jana-maingay na kulot.
muniik-maingay na evill.
krister-ayun ok nmn xa'haha

ansea'db?

AWARDING

shocking asia nanalo ako. winner!haha'best dressed. peo mukha padin akong tanga'comedy lan akooo dun ee'

salamt sa mga bumoto'lalo na sa table 21.

gustoq sana mgspeech. "mas mgnda sana kung ikw ang award sqn" naman'aman anu anu naiisipq.

everything was so perfect.everything even without him'as in everything.

swear.

1st call.

bisnar calling.

dee:bis! anseaq nanalo ako!
bisnar:sbe seo'ee. maganda ka kxe! blah blah blah usap usap blah blah

gusto nea pumunta'kso bka ma OP xa and bwal aman outsiders.

DRAMATIC DANCE FLOOR

eto na ang climax'uwian na kxe.haha

mark james:wag ka magalala dhea'may magsasayaw seo.maniwala ka sken.

kenneth:mgiging msaya kb pg sinayaw ka ni HIM?
dee: HELL YESSSS!

bglang lumapit si HIM.wat the f.as in f tlg'

parang naluwa ko ang heartq tpos pinahawakq ke niq.grabe.

MY WORLD FELL APART.
pota'pota'pota dream come true.

siniyaw neaq'puro slow ang tugtog. grabe'naubos ang luha. nag dry ang tear ductq. khit na pinipilit neaq na ilayo auq'gustoq xa yakapin buong gabi. he made my night.

dee:sana wg na matapos eun gabi.
HIM:ang panget mo namn kasayaw umiiyak ka.

sa loob loobq.tangina'i loooove you badly.

as much as i wanted to stay sa dance floor'di na kinaya ni hearty'hearty. aun napagod dn'aq peo tinitiisq kxe alamq iiwanan nea naq pg umupo akooo.
anhirap huminga'sa sobrang saya. nasa peak ako na sobrang kaligayahan.xeettt NIRVANA.

we sat'on some others table. i prayed to DADDY Jesus.

LORD, now i feel parang ako lan ang anak mo'kxe super happe ko. wag mo na xa bawiin sqn ha'i trust you naman'po. and please phingahin mo ako ng maayos'para maenjoyq.

he hugged me'tpos lahat ng sweetness nea dati bumalik'inasikaso neaq'lhat ng wae na i wud feel comfortable.gnwa nea lhat eun. he even got some water for'me. qlala neaq'tlg. mhilig sa water. pg me sqt. an lamigg'pinahiram neaq ng coat nea'lam nea dq kaya ang malamig. nalalaq eun mga times na ayw neaq nilalamig at nauulanan. sobrang seaq'halata naman db?khit na hnde nkakaramdam fingersq nun'ayos lan. bsta hawakq kamay nea. feelingq septemeber 7 ulit.tangina.

dee:HIM?
HIM:bqt?may ssbhin kb?
dee:wala lang.

mga 20 times tong paulit ulit na cnbe.

until i've said it na' HIM ILOVE YOU with matching iyak.

HIM:di na pwede may gf nq.
dee:cge umalis kna.

11:55 eun. I was a total wrecked. HIM went home'leaving me alone.AGAIN.

he was my last dance that concluded the entire night.

sbeq' fairy GOD father bqt si cinderella 12 pa ntpos ang kaligayahan nea.ako may butal pa.hinde na sinagad.
cguro lamang kxe sqn ng ilang buwan.ala p kxeq 18'ee.badtrip.

nawala ang spark'at nahirapan ako mg summon ng energy para mg party. sa gabiq.na dpt nagsasaya akooo. nwala eun natitirang hope'para gumising ako uma umaga.my life was a disaster.

iyak'pdin aq ng iyak.and yess'i hav friends.

may mga supporting actress aq'and even cried with me.
i love you jana'lois and sharkie.

nagkaroon ng isang pity party'para sqn.

once upon a time in my life.. atleast i was so happe backt'then.

magiging happy ending din'ba to..will he look for me?or do i hav to leave my havaianas.so he could bring it back to me pa'.

tpos'na nasira na. im not being a masochist or anything but'how could an evil beast destroy my life.

just wondering. is this a cinderella story or beauty and the beast?

ANDREA ♥ 6:47 AM commentario 0 comments

Sunday, March 16, 2008
ahm'ansea naman

nakaktuwang isipin'na nakakinuman ko mga brogo ko.

i met so many new friends. new good-looking friends. new good friends.

anhirap pla maging only'girl.kxe lahat ng topic nmen through out the party eh rated 18.
i kept telling them na'ilang months nalan anmn eun. pede nq sa mga green jokes. green conversations. and green green stuff. parang kadiri namn eun.

so aun'bumili ako ng cube ice in bayad center'cnamahan pq ni daren'answweeet na xit.

ngeonq lan narealize na hnde boring ambuhay'sobrang sea and colorful.

bonding moments with family. dreaming together. eating together. ksma na din dun eun pagaasar nila'sken.

i knew how my brother courted his past girlfriends.takte'ang korny nea.peo romantic.

drink till'you drop.bsta andito si kuya.

ANDREA ♥ 6:17 AM commentario 0 comments

Saturday, March 15, 2008
fts'xit

fts'xit

i forgot my fon'and yes i was so stupid.
i went to alecco's house. more like anika's.
i went there with my friend. wen i got there'suprisingly more friends.
my friends and i went to sm manila'they played kamay kamay. everybody there played kamay kamay. except me! i got bored. bored. bored. i contacted muniikk. i contacted mark hilario. i contacted everyone except my mom. there! muniik is very much available.we went to sm san lazaro to stalk someone. we failed. over and over. over and over and over. too much for being such a failure. we went to their house'i saw mommy jessa. we were happily messing her room'and happily taking pictures of us NAKED. naked'as in NAKED.haha not that naked'but naked. still naked but sexy.haha bitch. we ate barbecue'tenga.isaw and all the street foods available in batangas street. and yes'welcome carcinogens.the rice were scattered all over my shirt.pants and even in my under shirt. which makes me say "munikk??? akin na eun pe shirt mo?" haha she gave it. enough of muniikk ocness.and munik's ocness forever. as i entered my ever'beautiful-yuck house.yes'you've read it right.it's yuck-ee. as to the point that...

mudra:ksma mo nnmn bgo mong boifriend?
andrea:asa naman'ala akong bgong boifriend.taas kilay.90 degrees.

oh how i hate the scenario.
atleast we hav our own house party.
party for the psych students'grad students.haha
happeee'hapeee'hapee.

ANDREA ♥ 6:09 AM commentario 0 comments